One day..... I wanna just be "normal."

So here you go here is an update. Rocky is definately having surgery. That is all we know for sure. He is either having gall stones removed or his gall bladder removed. They do not know if they will be able to do it laproscopically yet or not. They began feeding him intravenously last night. Which just basically mean he is getting nutrients in his system but not that "full" feeling that we all long for. Also the "pancreatitis" is being caused by the gall stones so that will be taken care of soon. And that my friends is all I know. One day I just wanna be normal like go through the ads , go shopping the day after Thanksgiving, take someone to Libby Lou and just RELAX. One day.................................

God has me confused with someone else.

Everyone always says God will never give you more than you can handle. I honestly believe that with all my heart. However I do think that God may have me confused with someone else. Is that possible? This is it..I officially want to crawl in a hole. Just an update on Rocky. He has pancreatitis. Google it and it will give you all the details. I know your cousin's momma's brother had it and he is fine however...... Rocky is different. It is his immunosuppressants (that he HAS to have to LIVE) that is causing the pancreatitis. So what to do what to do. Honestly I don't know what to do anymore. Tired of trying to figure it out. On a positive note his lungs are GREAT! MWUAH

Spoke too soon

Well I guess I was stupid to think that we could make it through my birthday and the Holidays without Rocky going in the hospital! He was admitted this am and honestly they do not have a clue what is up. He is in terrible pain, throwing up, eyes are all jacked up, and just feels like junk. They are going to start with his gallbladder and go from there. Let me guess awww the gallbladder is not a big deal. Well not to be mean but speak for yourself. Nothing is not a big deal for us. Anyways so he is in and that always makes things crazy. But it is not about me it is about him and I just hope they hurry up and figure it out and he gets better :) I just get extremely stressed and upset when all this happens and I know everyone has the world's worst mother in law but mine always LOVES to make my life worse during these times. She took him to the Dr. this morning because I HAVE to work seeing as how he really can't. So she calls me today to let me know what is going on and as if I was not upset wnough she says to me "I just want you to know that Rocky is very worried about you and Dwaune getting back together!" Are you FREAKING serious??? Dwaune could become holier than Billy Graham but that does not change the fact that he choked me etc etc etc etc etc. She just knew what to say to get me more upset than I already am. She is LOVELY. Anyways I am not here to bash her after all I do love her. Just wanted to update ya on another day in my crazy life. Does it get better?

The Birthday Surprise!

Well he did it! Rocky actually stayed out of the hospital on my BIRTHDAY for the first time in 5 years! Woo HOO ! So to celebrate he (along with the help of some ANGEL friends) had a Hello Kitty Surprise party for me! It was complete with all the Hello Kitty acessories etc! It was great! He invited some of my favorite people and we had a blast! I got lots of great presents! My boyfrand Zac was even there! Hot! Rocky went to pick up the 1/2 sheet cake he had ordered and LOL it was smaller than an 8 1/2 by 11 sheet of paper but it was all good! There was plenty of food! I was totally surprised and it has been brought to my attention that I broke out into Hives when I walked in the door. After everyone left me and my favorite favorites headed to PF Changs and froze our butts off but it was yummy!
Now however Rocky is not feeling so well so please be thinking about him and pray that he does not have to go in. Well I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who made my day WONDERFUL and thanks to everyone who sent me wishes, gifts etc! Love you ALL! MWUAH!

1 Day to go!

I absolutly can not believe it 1 day and I am 35! So far Rocky is home and not in the hospital FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 5 YEARS! But you know it had to be something. Blaine who has had NO problems with his braces is at home today WRITHING in pain! He got rubber bands yesterday and apparently they are more than he bargained for! I can remember when my mom was 35 and OMG I thought she was ancient! Does he think this about me? No way I am the coolest mom ever! Right? Right! Still don't know what is in store for this weekend... Hopefully something wonderful.

I can not believe it has been a year and a half since Rocky's lung transplant. Things are so different! I thank God everyday for the miracle that he gave us! I am especially thinking about Rocky's donors family right now with the Holidays coming up. They are such an AMAZING family. We talk to them very often and they are just precious!

Another awesome thing..... I am out of school until 12/2/2008! Wait did you guys even know I was in school? Ha yeah I work full time and go to school 3/4 time. In the spring I will be going full time and working full time and Rocky is starting Barber School! It is a dream of his and he is stoked!

PS The unidentified African American is Rocky's Donor! Otis is COOL!

This Should be interesting!

So I have decided to join the world of bloggers! Bahahahaha this should be good. Poor people having to read about my life! It will be a blast! Never dull. Things are actually normal right now. Well as normal as possible! This will be the first time in 5 years that I will actually get to have a birthday if everything stays good until Saturday! Who knows what Rocky has planned for me. It had better be good! Ha considering the past 5 years he has been hospitalized on my birthday! I will keep you updated!